THE FIRE OF LOVE IN MY HEART
ADAPTATION FROM THE NOVEL WAITING FOR YOU IN A CITY" BY JIU YUE XI
EPISODE 11
Qin Qin.
Let us go home.
Who's he?
My older brother.
You think I'm stupid?
I'm not lying.
You're not going with him.
Let her go.
Who's talking to you?
Don't fight, Yan Chen.
Stop!
Stop fighting, Yan Chen.
Stop fighting.
Enough.
Who are you going with?
Who?
Song Yan.
I must go home.
He's drunk. The cold air will make him sick.
Set the air conditioner in the back seat lower so as not to go straight to him.
Where are we going?
To my parents house.
You took him there under these conditions?
You are crazy?
My parents are sleeping now.
They won't see it.
Mengyanchen.
she's in a bad mood,
he drank forgetting his anxiety.
Is this necessary?
Can't you understand your sister more?
(You don't really like me, do you?)
(Why don't you come?)
(Is it because you actually don't like me?)
(If you don't like me,)
(then why did you say all that?)
Why are you telling me
if you fall in love with me?
I take it seriously.
I take it seriously!
Qin.
What is it?
Yan Chen.
I'm scared.
It doesn't matter.
I am here.
Do not be afraid.
Come here, you can sleep with me.
Yan, do you want to meet him?
Yes, I just want to remind you.
He's drunk and behaving in an uncharacteristic way.
It means nothing.
The distance between you two is still there.
I know.
Then why do you still want to see him?
You're 29, not 19 years old.
If you refuse to forget it, you will be crushed.
Zhai Miao.
After everything that happened last night,
what will happen now if I don't find him?
He probably won't be looking for you anymore.
That's why I'm going to meet him.
Yan, do you really like it?
You said it yourself. It's all good when you can't see it.
So don't go see him.
But he is here.
So, I have to meet him.
He's here?
Where?
Why can't I see it?
Okay.
Go to campus.
Stop meddling in my business.
Yan.
-Yan! -The soy milk looks very fresh.
Father, Mother, help me stop Yan.
-What is it? -He wants to see Xu Qin again.
He pretends and denies if he likes it.
Now the girl waved at him
and Yan insists on going to meet him.
Bring this, Miao.
-Breakfast inside. -Correct.
-Breakfast. Open the door. -Father.
-Come in. -Fast. It's heavy.
Hurry in.
Talk to him.
You want to see Xu Qin?
Yan.
After your father died,
me and your aunt raised you.
We treat you like our own child.
I know you are a very good boy.
You're good at bragging.
You say you don't like it, you hate it.
It is a lie.
Not care how much you suffer
when you see it, everything...
Since childhood,
you've been stubborn.
When love comes,
you never listen input from your aunt and me.
If you want to go
Go.
But,
only this time.
Just this time.
Whatever happens,
their act of trampling someone many times it's wrong.
You understand, right?
Hello?
It's me.
I know.
Are you awake?
Where are you?
I am at home.
(I will meet you.)
I'm at my parents' house.
Just give me a second.
I'm going home now.
Okay.
Ms. Xu, is that your friend? He had been waiting a long time.
You're not home so I didn't let him in.
Okay. Thank You.
You're welcome.
Sorry make you wait.
have you had breakfast?
Not yet.
What would you like to eat?
Porridge.
What porridge?
Plain porridge.
I don't think anyone sells them around here.
There is rice and water in my house.
Come on.
You don't cook.
Why do you have rice?
It's from the hospital.
When do they give it?
I don't remember.
Has it expired?
Rice can't expire, right?
Do you have common sense?
Only a little rice?
It will be a lot when cooked.
I'll get a bowl.
You never cook at home?
Then, what do you eat?
Buy from outside?
Sometimes I get food deliveries.
Sometimes, I eat in the hospital canteen.
How about you?
There is a canteen at the fire station.
If I'm off
and is at home,
my aunt cooks.
Aunt Zhai's cooking is delicious.
How about food in the fire department canteen?
Pretty good.
Hospital canteen?
Just normal.
Not very tasty.
Drink it.
Smells great.
You must be hungry.
Almost done.
Okay.
Xu Qin.
Do you remember
what you said yesterday?
I remember some.
Not all.
You say,
you won't come back to me again.
Do you remember that part?
Now you're not drunk, are you?
Then, are you still going say now?
Who knows.
What if I come back to you?
Can you wait?
Waiting uncertainly.
Even I feel unworthy of you.
I do not know
what to do now.
I do not know how to talk to you
or to myself.
I don't know either
how to face you
or my family.
-I... -I know you're scared.
I just want you to know.
If you're sure enough,
i will bear whatever happened after.
If you're brave enough,
I will carry everything.
But I understand.
Words can sound good,
but it's all useless.
I don't have enough courage.
To be honest,
I feel bad for making you
in this matter.
I know your good intentions.
What I can promise you is
treat you well.
I will always be good to you.
I will not betray you.
I will continue to be faithful.
I'll do what I can to give you a better life.
What I can't promise is
whether my commitment to you can be appropriate
at your family's request.
I know your current position is difficult.
I know too
if we are together,
you are the loser.
I understand that.
But...
You can't stay in my life without any clarity.
Living together,
or never see each other again.
Specify your choice.
(Didn't Mom tell you?)
(Stay away from questionable people.)
(You don't love yourself.)
If you insist on being with him,
don't expect to go to college.
You too can leave this family.
After this,
you can stop calling me "Mom."
Mother.
Qin Qin.
Please listen Mother.
Mom only wants the best for you.
Mother is willing to give you everything.
But if you
do it on purpose
and neglect this family,
Mother will find a way
to kick you out.
It's no use begging your father or brother.
Mother will do
what have you said.
Mother.
Qin Qin.
His parents weren't good people.
What do you expect from their child?
You really disappointed Mother.
You have the heart to break Mother's heart
for a man like that?
Care and love that Mother gave you all this time
gone in an instant.
Mother.
I will carry out Mother's orders.
Why are you here so early?
I want to take you to work.
Have you eaten?
Already.
Let's go.
Actually,
Yesterday you didn't need take me home.
Even if you don't remind me,
I will not dare to rebel.
What are you afraid of?
You think because you're an adult,
I don't want to listen to anyone
and leave the house without a second thought?
Do you know How are animals trained by their trainers?
When the animal was small,
they will beat starving him, locking him up.
But also love her feed him and take care of him.
When the animal grows up
and stronger,
he remains scared seeing the whip.
He no longer dared to go into the wilderness.
You all say
he's not good enough for me.
But in reality, I'm not good enough for him.
when with him,
i feel like
could hurt him any time.
Because actually I'm a coward.
I want everything
but also afraid of losing.
I want Dad, Mom and you.
I also want Song Yan.
I don't have the courage
or guts.
I can't face anything.
I can only run away.
I can't love.
I also have no right to love.
I don't deserve love from anyone.
Let's go abroad.
Let's go abroad, Qin Qin.
We're never coming back.
Bye, Yanchen.
How?
The air is cool, right?
You should go out more often.
You really know what it takes hospital staff, Mrs. Meng.
We are sick of the smell of disinfectant in the hospital.
Nice to be out enjoy fresh air.
Mr Liu.
I want to ask.
My son is old work in hospital.
How is he there?
What seniors and professors happy with the performance?
Very happy.
dr. Young Xu was always serious about work.
He cares about his patients.
The hospital has already selected him be a prime candidate for promotion.
I thank you for your guidance on behalf of my daughter.
With pleasure.
dr. Xu.
May I know Why was my interview application rejected?
Attempting to log in via connection won't work with me.
Go home and tell your family.
Stop asking Deputy Director Liu to contact me.
My medical team
it only takes young kids who Passionate and sincere at work.
Not someone
who think they can get it all by taking shortcuts.
But you know I have the best skills
among young doctors.
A doctor is necessary have comprehensive skills.
I guess you're not the best in that case.
When it comes to arrogance,
you're probably the best.
dr. Xu.
Honestly, I believe dr. Xu has the ability.
Maybe you have to reconsider.
THE RED FLEET TAKES OVER, SERVING YANCHENG
Which.
Did you hear anything about the new instructor?
Is he friendly?
What is it like?
I don't know if he's friendly or not.
But if Yan can get along with her, that means I can too.
Don't think about it too much. We'll find out when he arrives this afternoon.
I heard he came from head office.
He comes from a prominent family.
Why did he choose to come here,
instead of working in an air-conditioned room?
I think he decided to come here
as this stepping stone, get achievements.
I wouldn't be surprised if he's gone too long.
Given our captain's temperament,
who knew he would achievement or skinned?
To be honest,
I miss Jun.
An instructor like Jun?
There will be no one like him.
In the past,
we are tired of his nagging.
But after the situation calmed down,
i miss his babbling.
Chi.
Yi. New instructor will be arriving soon.
Isn't it this afternoon? The schedule has been moved up?
We just talked about it.
Let's welcome him.
All right, everyone. Stop activity.
Let's welcome the new instructor.
-Come on. -Okay.
Hello, Captain Song.
Long time no see.
You said it was at Fire Headquarters Shili Tai Fire and Rescue.
Hello.
Where's the new instructor?
I'm the one.
Here is my order.
Are you Jiang Yu?
I guess you don't remember me.
Well then, allow me to formally introduce yourself.
My name is Jiang Yu.
I'm the new instructor at Fire Headquarters Shili Tai Fire and Rescue.
Starting today, I will join the team.
Nice to meet you all.
-Yang Chi. -Present.
What are you doing, just hang there?
Are you all electric poles?
-Hello, sir. -WELCOME.
-No need to bother. -Thank you for coming.
No need to bother.
I can carry it.
The instructor's face looked kind. He seems friendly.
But why it seems any tension between him and the captain?
Hey.
At the moment, can you not talk much?
Come on.
Close the door.
Thank you for coming to the interview.
Hopefully we can meet again.
-Thank you sir. -Keep working hard. Yes.
Alright, enough for today.
dr. Xu.
What are you doing here?
Your name isn't there in the list of interviewees.
Forgive me. I want to fight for my position.
The interview session is over.
Please see my application
before deciding what I deserve get a chance or not.
I believe that the hospital is a place that values ​​professionalism.
If you think I'm lacking deep certain areas outside of my expertise,
please tell me so I can learn from you.
Are you mocking me?
No sir. Do not take it wrong.
Okay.
If so, let me know.
Why do you want to be a doctor?
Do not be nervous.
Think before you answer.
Because, that job I'll definitely get it.
I have to commend dr. Xu.
Given the nature of the director,
he still dared to test his patience.
I heard from the Deputy Director
when dr. Xu replied first question like that,
he almost fainted and thought when everything is over.
Who would have thought in the end can he pass the interview?
Weird, right?
So what? He does have the ability.
We can't blame him if he is arrogant
It's gonna be interesting.
He is now on the same team with that arrogant Yang Si Jia.
Let's see what drama will happen.
Am I arrogant?
dr. Which.
Where's my phone?
-Where's my phone? -Maybe you left it in the lobby.
I'll look for it.
dr. Xu.
Welcome to the team.
Hand shake?
I just washed my hands so no shaking hands.
Just a reminder.
Director Xu was very strict.
Get ready to suffer work under his orders.
Being assertive is a good thing.
I don't think so as suffering.
Sir, upstairs is dormitory and entertainment room.
After crossing the field, we will arrive at the canteen.
Hugh.
The fire station has a dog?
Yes, our captain adopted him.
-What's his name? -Xiao Meng.
Xiao Meng is well trained by our captain.
Almost as good as K9 professional.
Hello Xiao Meng.
-Sir! -Why does he bite?
It doesn't matter. He doesn't bite.
-He doesn't bite? -It doesn't matter.
-Sir. -Enough. Sit down.
Let me show you the canteen. That way.
Nice to meet you, Master Meng.
Captain Song.
Yang Chi has already invited me around headquarters.
There are a few things I'd like to know more than you.
You should rest early.
I usually sleep at midnight.
I am not sleepy.
I have to go on patrol.
Let me come with you.